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A Fine Swami Indeed !
You probably know the
difference between sannyasis and brahmacharis.
The former have taken vows to live the life of a monk
to the end. The latter, the brahmacharis, are living
a monk's life as a tryout --to see if they can
sustain that good intention.
These incidents took
place in one of our Indian ashramas. In it there were
three or four brahmacharis. One of them, Brahmachari Sookdeb,
used to serve his teacher in many ways. He would
clean and dust the Swami's room, watch
over his food arrangements and his clothing and
of course make up his bed.
One day while changing
the bed sheets Sookdeb saw something drop to the floor
from under the mattress. Picking it up, he discovered it
was the Swami's diary. Though he had not intended to read
it, he could not help seeing his own name written
there on the page which had fallen open.
He looked at the date: it was some days ahead
of that day. And what was written there? "Today I
must scold Sookdeb."
He was astonished to learn that the Swami planned
in advance to scold a monk for things he hadn't even
done yet! Occasionally the junior monks would be scolded
to correct their defects, to polish off
any sharp corners and evidences of ego. But this was
something unheard of.
This Swami had a rather
long name --Swami Adinathananda-- and he was a disciple
of Holy Mother; his work was building up schools for
the Ramakrishna Mission. He knew that his scoldings would
help the monks to drop their false egos, so
he would plan in advance whom and when to scold. There
was no hard feeling behind his criticisms. Although
for the Swami it was a kind of playacting, the
brahmacharis took it seriously and tried to obey,
because they could feel how much he cared
about them and loved them. The scoldings were
a kind of mask for Swami Adinathananda's love
and goodwill.
Another junior monk
was cashier for the ashrama. He had the unusual name
of Brahmachari Ugappa. Now at different times of
the year the Indian government would send checks in the
grant for the running of schools. This center had eleven
fine schools in the city. One day a check
for a large amount arrived on a Saturday afternoon
after the bank was closed. Swami Adi-nathananda
was anxious to have such a large check recorded
as soon as possible. On Sunday morning
he told Ugappa, "Go to the bank and deposit this
check."
Brahmacharis
are smart lads and sometimes they think they are bit
wiser than their teachers. So Ugappa reminded the Swami
that it was Sunday and the bank was closed, so
it would be impossible to deposit the check.
"You are saying
it is impossible, but you have not even tried to deposit
it. First go and try, and then come and tell me about
it." The custom in the Ramakrishna Order is to obey
first, ask questions afterwards. The brahmachari
knew that the bank director was a longtime
good friend of the Swami, and he also knew where he
lived. He went to the director's home and explained
the situation. The officer thought for a moment,
then said, "Let's go over to the bank and
I'll see what can be done."
Unlocking the front
door, he entered and taking the check from Ugappa, deposited
it in the ashrama's account.
When he returned to
the ashrama, the Swami said, "Now you've learned
that if we try, oftentimes what seems impossible can become
possible."
adapated from
Life in Indian Monasteries
by Swami Bhaskarananda
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